Are you sure you are still alive?
I'm serious, I know that sounds like a crazy question, but I'm being dead serious (if you will forgive the pun). I might equally ask, have you ever been alive? I suspect, though, I know the answer to that question. I remember you as a child- and you were happy. I know you would cry at times and get angry or sad sometimes, but basically you were really, really happy. Happy to be alive and happy to be here or at least...